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Steve Iriwn (1962-2006) R.I.P. [Sep. 4th, 2006|05:59 pm]

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I feel like I'm being destroyed. [Aug. 24th, 2006|05:53 pm]
[Current Mood |gloomygloomy]
[Current Music |I'm Bound to Pack it Up-The White Stripes]

I'm trying to relax. Mom wanted help with the papers, at 5:45 in the afternoon. I was in the middle of doing stuff on the computer. And I put the papers down on the chair after I put them in the bags. She accused me of throwing them on the chair. I didn't. They were a bit too heavy for me. Then she asked me to wipe the table. We got into a fight over the papers. And then my dad gave me this lecture over how I'm luck to live here, and how I need to help out around the house.
Every little thing gets blown out of proportion. It makes me so upset and sad, that it gets to the point where I start crying. I can't take it much more. I need to get out of here. This place is just starting to destroy me. I'm afraid that if I don't get out, then it'll be the end of me. I think I'm already headed in that direction.
I need to find a job to save my money. I need to get out of here. Anywhere but here. I guess I love my family because I have to, but deep down I really hate them. Just look at how they are destroying me. I feel like I have no spirit left. It feels like it's been eroding away, and now it feels like there's nothing left.
I don't know if I'll ever be okay again.
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The play was a sucess. [Aug. 20th, 2006|04:39 pm]
[Current Mood |relievedrelieved]
[Current Music |Get Free-The Vines]

Last weekend, the paly went great. Closing weekend was a great success. Over 4,000 people came to see the play. So that was a good thing.
I got banned from the Mythbusters fan club forum regarding my conduct.
I deouble posted, would steal an idea from someone else, put ideas with out researching, and quote from the post above me. THIS IS AMERICA! I think I have everyright to post there.
They warned me about those actions, and then, they moderated me for that. I felt like I was in Nazi Germany when I was there.
All I did was post my ways of how to prolong a roses life, and it included lemon/lime soda. But I got accused of not reading the thread, and got moderated after I got warned. And I also got accused of double posting after using some words from the post that was above mine. That's not double posting. I also got accused of double posting if I responded to the post above mine. If I want to respond to the post above mine, thne, I have every right to.
I posted a really good idea without doing resaearch. I may not be very good at science, but isn't the first step in the scientific process is to, I don't know, ask a question?
I deleted my account, and came in with new screenname. I don't how they run things in Nazi land, but in America, you can delete your account, and re-register with a new user name.
And any attempts at trying to access the site will be reported to my ISP. I tried that today, just to see if they were bluffing, and I got blocked. I guess WOW! (My ISP) became aware of my attempts to access the mythbusters fan club yesterday.
You know what? I don't need them.
I'm starting my own mythbusters message board, where you can post whatever you want, and not be accused of stealing other people's ideas, quoting from the post above, being accused of souble posting when you respond to the post above you (which, in my book, how can you modify your post, if you want to respond to the post above you), and post ideas if you have a good idea that you want to use. The idea of the scientific process is to state the idea, and then do the research to come up with the hypothesis.
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Opening weekend! [Aug. 8th, 2006|12:42 pm]
[Current Mood |crankycranky]
[Current Music |Jumble Jumble-the White Stripes.]

The play, "Beauty and the Bast" had a very successful opening weekend. Everything came together, and everyone was actually paying attention to the nores that were given in tech week. The first night, the cast went to Kavan's for a party.
For those of you that don't know what Kavan's is-it's a bar and grill type of restaurant. I as recommending their strawberry shortcake to those that have never been there before. If you go there, get it. It's the best strawberry shortcake in town.
My parents came and saw me at the Saturday show. Other family is seeing me, too.
After that week, I'm tired. My throat is raw from singing and screaming all weekend, and now I'm trying to rest it as much as possible so I can get it back by tommorow.
I still have to wash my costume. Spending time under that lighting is dirty work. The lights are hot, so you wind up sweating alot. No, I don't have a medical problem. That's what happens when you do live theatre. The lighting is hell on your clothes.
I have two big zits from the stage makeup. I hate wearing the stage makeup. I have oily skin-and it's not good for my skintype. It causes me to break out like a teenager.
This weekend is the closing weekend. I'm not looking forwad to this. I want the show to go on more.
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Debbie Harry [Jul. 17th, 2006|03:43 pm]
[Current Mood |lovedloved]

I was watching an "I Love the '70's" marathon on VH-1, and Simon Doonan said that Debbie Harry was gorgeous. And he's right. Debbie Harry is gorgeous.
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I need a vacation [Jul. 7th, 2006|05:18 pm]
[Current Mood |stressedstressed]
[Current Music |Gril-Tori Amos]

I have an assignment for speech due on Monday. I have to put together a persuasive speech on voting by Thursday. And I have ARt in the Park Saturday and Sunday. I don't have time to breathe.
I've been stressed out. I can't remember shit because I've been so stressed. I've been snapping at people, throwing things, and just going off. I have no patience right now. I have to do this speech assignment on an ad. It's an advertising analysis. I know what I'm doing because I did some of this before when I was in high school.
Tommorow and Saturday, I have Art in the Park at Hamlich Park in Warren. It's basically an art fair that has art, music, and other fun stuff for the weekend.
I want to go down to Florida to see my brother, Karl. He just moved down there for a teaching job, and to be honest, I'd rather be somewhere else right now.
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Play update! [Jun. 24th, 2006|05:08 pm]
[Current Mood |sicksick]
[Current Music |I Love You-The Dandy Warhols]

I've been cast as one of the townspeople in "Beauty and the Beast".
The play is coming along nicely. We just finished coreographing "Gaston." I get to run across the stage with my skirt hiked up, dance with soem Gaston's croonies, and then skip back again. Then skip back again. Then I go downstage and kiss somebody on the cheek.
We previewd it a few days ago-and I forgot a piece of the choreography. BUt, I'll remember it come Monday.
I'm getting over a cold. I hate catching a cold in the summer. It's one of those headcolds. I'm feeling my head and my throat. I'm better today than I was two days ago. This cold just knocked me out.
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Casting-and I have two songs to learn. [Jun. 8th, 2006|08:36 pm]
[Current Mood |hornyhorny]
[Current Music |Forever Young-Youth Group]

I've been cast as one of the townspeople in "Beauty and the Beast" for the Warren Civic Theatre. Basically, I'm in the chorus, but I do some singing (which is what got me started performing). I sing two songs.
But I get to do something when I'm in th chorus besides just standing there. I get to chase a guy (I've been as cast as a follower to this guy-the guy is about a foot taller than I and about ten to eleven years younger). I get to sing, too! I have two songs to learn-"Gaston" and "The Mob Song". I'm very excited that I get to be singing (and doing a bit of dancing, too, maybe) instead of just standing there doing nothing.
And I'm singing as a soprano in the chorus. I've always sung soprano-so this is nothing new to me.
I learned the polka with the boy that was cast that I get to be chasing. He's about a foot taller than I, and we kept tripping and laughing about it-but what can you do? We both weren't wearing shoes.
I made a friend the other day. She introduced herself-and asked how old I was. When I told Andrea (the new friend that I made the first day of rehearsals) that I was actually 26-she said that I looked really young (almost her age). I thanked her for the compliment. (I've always looked very young for my age-I still get mistaken for a teenager. Some would see this as a curse, but I actually see this as a blessing.)
I even bought a bandana. I often get zits on my neck-and that is the only way to cover them up.
I still have to pay my activity fee. I really want to be n this show.
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All I wanted was to use the computer. [Jun. 4th, 2006|01:15 pm]
[Current Mood |discontentdiscontent]
[Current Music |Apple Blossom-The White Stripes]

I have a speech that I need to give tommorow for speech class-and I haven't typed up the outline or the bibliography page yet.
Karl has to use the computer before anyone else. Like he's the only one that has the right to use it.
(I used to have my own computer-but it died because it had Windows ME!)
Well, before I could even tell Karl, he goes to the basement. I told him as he was going down-and he blatantly ignores me.
At this point I am feeling like my words have fallen on deaf ears. Mom and Dad both try to tell Karl that I need to use the computer-and he tells that he's going to smack me because he's sick of my shit. This makes me very upset.
And then Dad gives me a little talk about communication-which I have been trying to do. This makes me even more upset.
I think being here is destroying me.It's making me miserable. I need OUT! I'm just sick of walking on eggshells all the time. I feel lucky if I don't break any shells.
I used to be happy-but now, I don't know. I just feel miserable today.
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I got my first callback! [Jun. 2nd, 2006|07:54 pm]
[Current Mood |excitedexcited]

A few days ago, I had my dance audition for "Beauty and the Beast" (you can read a little more about that in the previous post).
I put all of my energy into the dance audition-my 250%!-and it paid off. I got my very first call back. I was so escited when the choreographer wanted to see me again! I wasn't expecting anything like that to happen-and it was the most unexpected thing to happen to me.
I went back the next day to the call-feeling very sore as hell. I stayed for a little bit-I even remembered the routine from the previous day. But I had to leave when they asked if anyone knew what a batma is. If we didn't, we were free to leave. I did-but I was in no mood to inflict a serious injury upon my self. I haven't been in a dance studio in forever.
Rehearsals start on Monday. I'm so escited that I'm doing this.
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